The truth is that deep down inside Im attracted to older men, men in their late 30, 40s...Its normal except I am only 22 going on 23. I shouldnt find a man 40 attractive, I shouldnt find a man who is 48 attractive. But I do. I dont date because I am religious and a conservative Muslim woman but of course I get attracted to men, its natural. When I was in college, I use to have so many good looking professors who were in their 40's. I shouldnt like them but I did. The way they acted, the way they dressed, the conversations I could have with them, jokes, they seem so much more sensitive, and you can actually carry a conversation with them. They seem sensible, not all but a lot. Of course a good looking man is attractive regardless of age. Its not that I like all old men, I like a older man that is good looking as well, I like their hair, their rugged faces, their soft wrinkles and sensitivity. Of course I would never let anyone else about these feelings, Im embarassed by it. But its just true. I dont have any issues either an incredibly loving and normal relationship with my father. Then I look at men my age and they seem so immature, they dont know anything about the world, they lack sensitivity and cant carry a decent conversation. How do I stop feeling this way?