The Midwest Arsonist
2009-12-07 14:09:55 UTC
Their heart grown cold, their integrity gone rotten
Left out and kept out for who they once were
The blight that shined, nothing but a distant blur
Could it be him or her, what does the future contain
Does it bring happiness or does bring eternal pain
You may go insane, you don’t get no Christmas
On someone’s **** list, your life is just a bust
Why do forget the one’s that we loved the most
The one who were close, no their smoking dope
I’m fed up tired of the name that are taken in vain
Gonna raise up some hell, psychotic in the brain
Don’t know what to do, but raise some Hell
Taken dead or alive, not gonna rot in jail
Hopefully getting what I finally deserve
Alive or in Hell, I’m still gonna burn
Momma always said that I would be able murder
She knew I loved her, knew I couldn’t hurt her
Hugged me and kissed me like a final good-bye
Came home from school, and found out she died
Father was a drunk, my left me a confusing riddle
Mother became suicidal, my mother just a widow
A priest told me God took her because it was time
Why did he take her now, why didn’t he take mine
To torture my sanity, to slowly kill me inside
Sent on a roller coaster ride, left a hole open wide
Years have passed since that hellish nightmare
I knew life was never fair, life is a gift that’s rare
I’ve been nice, working at my local city charities
Leaving no other choice but choose total insanity
No straight jacket fits, left with a burden to hold
Forgotten and thrown out into a world that is cold
Don’t know what to do, but raise some Hell
Taken dead or alive, not gonna rot in jail
Hopefully getting what I finally deserve
Alive or in Hell, I’m still gonna burn
Ever person has got their lies and excuses
Half the world giving me the double deuces
Threatening with nooses, thinking I’m scared
Causing destruction, something you can’t bare
Everything I’ve know turned into corruption
My mind broken, currently under construction
Trying hard, but the devil feeds on whats left
Doing all I can, family and sanity to protect
Ain’t no choice running, start gunning them
Sipping some gin, braking shins, till it all ends
My mind lost every strand, no one gives a damn
Losing it more every time I kill another man
Dig another grave, don’t tell me how to behave
Only dead bodies is what the street get paved
Raising some hell, going out with a big bang
Run and hide for the fat lady has finally sang
Don’t know what to do, but raise some Hell
Taken dead or alive, not gonna rot in jail
Hopefully getting what I finally deserve
Alive or in Hell, I’m still gonna burn
The Midwest Arsonist